Apr 052011
 
It has been over ten years since I have gone ‘thrifting.’ When I was in high school I wanted to stretch my clothing allowance to its maximum so I hit up Goodwill, Salvation Army and other Dallas-area resale shops. I mostly shopped for vintage tees; by the time I moved out of my parents’ house my collection of preowned tee shirts was overwhelming. Sadly, I am 99% certain that I no longer have any of the tees that I procured over the years and when I think about this it depresses me. Some of them were really cool and one-of-a-kind; my favorite was my 1990 Miss Cleveland contestant tee shirt. It was baby pink with a raised cobalt blue velvet screenprint of a rose. I wore the hell out of that tee. Now? It’s in oblivion.
So what am I looking for after all these years? I have no idea. I am inspired by granny dresses made modern with a belt at the narrowest part of the waist. How a seemingly matronly pair of shoes can be brought back to life when paired with electric-hued tights and costume jewelry by the handfuls (and worn a dozen strands at once).

Can you create your own personal style by shopping at the mall? Well, of course you can. That’s what I’ve been doing. My mom uniform (and now my work uniform) consists of off-the-rack ‘finds’ that anyone can duplicate. I guess what I’m saying is that I want to branch out – I am tired of putting myself into this little box where my ‘look’ is defined by the mannequins at J. Crew. That person? That woman who relies on the man to tell her what to wear? That person is gone. She (me) is reborn!

That is, naturally, if I can find some gems among the shit at Goodwill. Wish me luck.

Feb 092011
 

On Friday I have an interview for a REAL FULL TIME PERMANENT NON-FREELANCE WRITING JOB.

That’s right, people. I finally get an interview and it’s for a product copywriting job. I’m so excited that I could puke. When I replied to the hiring manager’s email to confirm the interview I started to get butterflies. What if I bomb the interview? What if my writing samples are awful in their eyes? What if they decide that my bright red hair and stretched earlobes don’t fit in with their conservative office?

I don’t know if they are conservative but it’s always a fear of mine. I would hope that since they run a website that they’d be more laid back but I won’t know until I get there.

So yeah. Nervous.

We need the money and I want a real writing job so badly. I’m tired of writing for pennies. It’s not fair to me to expend so much energy for no mutual benefit. Writing for The Examiner was a waste of my time. I enjoy doing sponsored content because it actually pays and sometimes sponsored tweeting is worth my time but I want a REAL job.

I just hope that it’s the right fit for both the company and me. I guess we’ll all find out on Friday. Wish me luck.